I Am back

heya ... sorry for the long long period of silence... well been bz... too bz... prelims... and some other stuff... stuff which i felt i needed to do... yeah.. so like hows everybody been... Has life been treating you peeps gd... well mine has been full of ups and down... well life still sucks... just hopin thing will turn out gd in the end... yeah ... well... i seem to have no content to post today... other than the fact that today could have possibly the worst day of my life... yeah... Oh.. yeah.. i have something to say ... This is to that certain someone... and my team mate.. you know who you are... well... i am not noble... i only am doing what i have been doing all my life... being in the shadows... why you find it noble i cannot understand... you of all people should know this... what my life has been like you know... so i feel that we might have had a misunderstanding... any how... I hope our freidship remains... and that this hurdle pass us by.... yeah... nomatter what the outcome is... you will always be my friend... this is my promise.... Todays Lyrics goes out to My team Mate... and that certain some one...

Walking In The Rain:BY:A1

Sitting by the window
Singing songs of love
wishing you were here
Because the memory's not enough
Wear my mask in silence
Pretending I'm alright
If you could see the you would be
Here standing by my side

It may be hard to believe
But girl you're the only one i need
It may be hard along the way
It's this feeling i get
When blue skies turn to grey

Feels like i'm walking in the rain
I find myself trying to wash away the pain
Cause i need you to give me some shelter
Cause i'm fading away
and baby, i'm walking in the rain

Every single hour
Of every single day
I need to cry, my eyes are dry
I've cried my tears away
Can't help but remember
How you made me feel
You dressed my soul and made me whole
You made my life complete

It may be hard to believe
But girl you're the only one i need
It May be hard along the way
It's this feeling i get
When blue skies turn to grey

Feels like i'm walking in the rain
I find myself to wash away the pain
Cause i need you to give me some shelter
Cause i'm fading away
And baby, i'm walking in the rain

Of all we've said and done
Remains the memories of days
When life was fun
But now when you are gone
I sit alone to watch the
Setting of the sun

Feels like i'm walking in the rain
I find myself to wash away the pain
Cause i need you to give me some shelter
Cause i'm fading away
And baby, i'm walking in the rain

I said baby, i'm walking in the rain
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Yeah a beautiful song....
hope you guys inder stand...
i may look alright...
but what you see is a front...
anyone who truly understands me...
Will be the one who understand what i have said...

HURT

My life juz took a turn for the worst.... i think i just lost 2 friends.... and well now i dunno what to do... I know i was in the wrong and i tried to appologise... but i guess that person is really really pissed... haiz... i am really really sorry... plz... i did not want this to happen... i wish we could just put this behind us... ya... i mean.. i dunno what to say... all i want to say now is i am sorry... very sorry... juz want you to know this ya... plz... dun take it to heart.. i'll post something else later... I am juz to confused right now

The day

hey peeps sorry for the long silence ya... well i was studying this past week with The Devil herself haha... yeah.. well revision is comin along gd.... well i am kinda worried for her... yeah... she hardly knows her work... well kinda lot of it... well i have to get her to revise harder ya... well... its tough... i mean i do give in to her sometimes... yeah cuz alot of you know why... but i guess i have to put my foot down.. yeah... well i finally was able to ball with the gang again... yeah... so awesome to be on the court.... right... oh yeah..i finally know why i feel lonely... yeah cuz.. most of the time i am late... as in missing my chances yeah... yeah.. well what the heck... if things are meant to be they will be... yeah....well... todays lyric.... kinda sad... but so meaningful... yeah

25 Minutes:BY: Michael Learns To Rock

After some time I've finally made up my mind
she is the girl and I really want to make her mine
I'm searching everywhere to find her again
to tell her I love her
and I'm sorry 'bout the things I've done
I find her standing in front of the church
the only place in town where I didn't search
She looks so happy in her wedding dress
but she's crying while she's saying this

Chorus:
Boy I've missed your kisses all the time but this is
twentyfive minutes too late
Though you travelled so far boy I'm sorry your are
twentyfive minutes too late

Against the wind I'm going home again
wishing me back to the time when we were more than friends
But still I see her in front of the church
the only place in town where I didn't search
She looked so happy in her wedding dress
but she cryed while she was saying this

Chorus:

Boy I've missed your kisses all the time but this is
twentyfive minutes too late
Though you travelled so far boy I'm sorry your are
twentyfive minutes too late

Out in the streets
places where hungry hearts have nothing to eat
inside my head
still I can hear the words she said

Chorus:

Boy I've missed your kisses all the time but this is
twentyfive minutes too late
Though you travelled so far boy I'm sorry your are
twentyfive minutes too late I can still hear her say.......

Yozz

hey peeps... what up... well today is teachers day... well another shout out... then... Happy teachers day... yeah ... well i'm not really feeling that gd... partly cuz.. well alot of bad stuff been happening... however... i seems as though things are getting better... that is for the others who are affected... yeah... me well... i know I should saying this... but i will... yeah well many of you would know i like this someone in school... although she is attached... well i decided to move on ... yeah... well cuz i know ... no... i feel that the guy she is with is very gd for her... and well like.. i dun wanna disturb them... so like... i would be concentrating on my studies now... yeah... well... it is hard but... whats meant to be... will be... yeah... todays lyric is on this hardest thing... yeah

The Hardest Thing:BY: 98 degrees

We both know that I shouldn't be here
This is wrong
And, baby, it's killing me, it's killing you
Both of us tryin' to be strong
I've got somewhere else to be
Promises to keep
And someone else who loves me
And trusts me fast asleep

I've made up my mind
There is no turning back
She's been good to me
And she deserves better than that

Chorus

It's the hardest thing I'll ever have to do
To look you in the eye and tell you I don't love you
It's the hardest thing I'll ever have to lie
To show no emotion when you start to cry
I can't let you see what you mean to me
When my hands are tied and my heart's not free
We're not meant to be
It's the hardest thing I'll ever have to do
To turn around and walk away
Pretending I don't love you

I know that we'll meet again
Fate has a place and time
So you can get on with your life
I've got to be cruel to be kind
Like Dr. Zhivago
All my love I'll be sending
And you will never know
'Cause there can be no happy ending

Chorus

It's the hardest thing I'll ever have to do
To look you in the eye and tell you I don't love you
It's the hardest thing I'll ever have to lie
To show no emotion when you start to cry
I can't let you see what you mean to me
When my hands are tied and my heart's not free
We're not meant to be
It's the hardest thing I'll ever have to do
To turn around and walk away
Pretending I don't love you
Bridge

Maybe another time, another day
As much as I want to, I can't stay

I've made up my mind
There is no turning back
She's been good to me
And she deserves better than that

Chorus

It's the hardest thing I'll ever have to do
To look you in the eye and tell you I don't love you
It's the hardest thing I'll ever have to lie
To show no emotion when you start to cry
I can't let you see what you mean to me
When my hands are tied and my heart's not free
We're not meant to be
It's the hardest thing I'll ever have to do
To turn around and walk away
Pretending I don't love you